blahhhhhhhhhhhhh

i had an icky night last night…. well, it started out okay, what with all the knitting and whatnot.

but i got home, and started getting reafy for bed and FREAKED OUT.

what am i doing with my life?
what am i going to do with my life?
what will i do with my dog?
what if i don’t get a job?

so i went back to reading the company which i’ve been reading for months and am only on (after reading 100 pp last night) 362 of 900 and treid to go to sleep.

but couldn’t.

so i checked my email which made me feel worse.

and i tried to go to sleep.

and started sobbing uncontrollably for like an hour.

then i had a fitful night’s sleep, including dreams of my sister in the ICU coming in and out of a coma.

then the alarm went off and i feel like i’ve been awake for a month.

morning, y’all. happy hump day.

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5 responses to “blahhhhhhhhhhhhh

  1. dude, that honks. kind feelings and good thoughts your way.

    PS. i was in Orange County last week and i do read your blog…

  2. Here’s to hoping today is a happy day!

    PS – I’m in Ventura Co. – I don’t know if that would register as a Hit from LA Co.

  3. It’s not a good sign when someone posts something at 4:48. I mean, does that come twice a day?…..

    hopefully the big questions can wait patiently and the little ones will take care of themselves during the day….

    hope your day is better than your night.

  4. if you die, i will take your dog.

  5. i feel you…really. meh days are crap! good to know they are only meh days, as opposed to reality!

    love you!!!

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