i had an icky night last night…. well, it started out okay, what with all the knitting and whatnot.
but i got home, and started getting reafy for bed and FREAKED OUT.
what am i doing with my life?
what am i going to do with my life?
what will i do with my dog?
what if i don’t get a job?
so i went back to reading the company which i’ve been reading for months and am only on (after reading 100 pp last night) 362 of 900 and treid to go to sleep.
so i checked my email which made me feel worse.
and i tried to go to sleep.
and started sobbing uncontrollably for like an hour.
then i had a fitful night’s sleep, including dreams of my sister in the ICU coming in and out of a coma.
then the alarm went off and i feel like i’ve been awake for a month.
morning, y’all. happy hump day.